First Night: Separation Anxiety is killing me softly!!! Date: April 1, 2017
No more cute pucca baby face and long legs in my bed!!! No "kulitans" or giggles, funny faces and duets are heard in the 4 corners of my room. If there is such thing as separation anxiety. I am feeling it right now. Last night, I wasn't able to sleep well. I slept almost 4am, my body remains active, maybe, my body clock remembers the same routine I had when I was working in BPO or rather, I missed having her in my side. My whole system, actually, misses a little girl, who had been my room mate or perhaps my bed buddy for quite sometime. When, my mom still alive, this pucca baby remembers that my mom always embraces her and even sing her a song just to make her fall asleep. As years goes by, she managed to adapt it, but, I'm the one who replaced her position for giving all the affection and love to that little child. Everynight, I embraces her so tight while, singing her a song, " Tulog na ac, tulog na! tulog na ac kong mahal. Tulog na, bheibeiko ...